liiah.WONDERWOMAN

2009-07-01T09:20:00.000-07:00

MOVED TO http://liiaaaah.livejournal.com. okay.MGBD'09 mates. drop ur links on my tagboard, so i can link u guys there. BYE !!! keep in touch.

-LOVE
LIIAH

2009-06-18T09:41:00.000-07:00

hello world !!
well, im going off to BATAM this saturday. yes !! relaxing time.
but then that means, im gonna miss saturday's match.
btu nvm.
HHAHHAH.
have been cooking at home. nothing to do whaaaat.
and yea. small boy.
AHAHAHHA.
been listening to his voice since last night.
HAHAH
NO IM NOT STALKING HOR !
serious im not.
im not like some girl out there. hahahha. BUROK SIAK !
sampai amek gmbr sumer.
for me. the furthest i went was to keep some things.
HAHAHH.
anw, yea. enough of him.
this week is quite good for me.
cos i didnt think any thing about school and assignments
rest uh
HAHHA
now i cant wait for SPAAAAAA !! @ BATAM
im now trying to sing this song by KD and MELLY.
its a duet, i wanna try doing solo.
but difficult ah !
nemind, try uh. if by 26 i can. then 27 with my tak-malu-face i tag along with my cousin
if he's going uh
i wanna be a singer laaaaaaah !!!
i wanna make it big.
HAHHA. da cukop eh berangan !
ooooh. why is tomorrow worth waking up for me now is because.
SMALL BOY IS AROUND !
hehhehe. HE IS !
HE'S CUTE OKAAAY .
just an eye candy, i think
but i think i fell for him weeks ago.
not anymore. for now.
im loving life now.
i think i will only for this two weeks lah.
COS ITS TERM BREAK !
hahaha
kay people.
i will post again when i get back form BATAM yaaaaaaaaawww !
gnna miss the SMALL BOY .
hahhahhaha. esp the smile.
okay ENOUGH LIAH ENOUGH !!!!
SSSSSSSHHHHHHHHHH !!!!

-LOVE
LIIAH

2009-06-10T10:34:00.000-07:00

i didnt fall too deep,but the pain is killing me
dont u all think im stupid?
DREAMS NEVER COME TRUE, AND THEY NEVER WILL.

that somethingin me is injured.
it will heal, just a matter of time.

-LOVE
LIIAH.

2009-06-06T19:19:00.000-07:00

HELLO !
ohmy !!
im struggling to finish the after effects. i forgotten how to use it.
i wanna finish it by 12. becos im going to abg amy's wedding.
then, after that i wanna go watch hockey match.
HAHAHAH.
yeap im going. if got someone to accompany ah.
GEE !
HAHAHA. im feeling so dunnoe what. happy ?
i think soo.
and yeah. i decorated the first wedding car.
its all in black& white.
even the dress code today is black& white.
cool or what !
and this part here is for the bride& groom,
HOHOHO !!!
SELAMAT PENGANTIN BARU !!!
may the both of u lead a happy life together yer.
HAHAH.
actually abg amy is not my direct cousin.
he is my aunt's nephew.
HAHA, figure it out yourself.
YAYAY ! meeting faizal today again.
met him yesterday.
asked him whether want go watch hockey match, he said cant.
cos abg amy is his cousin.
HAHAH. i know this is damn complicating.
and yea. stiil havent find a way to use the AE.
okay laaah.
nothing much to say about sch.
i would say. im getting sick & tired of it.
life have been boring
eh wait not !
i met a new friend.
i should call him nur.
nur is a new friend.a good new friend uh.
okay laaaah.
just a new friend will do. or maybe we'll be friends.
remain as it is.
HEEHEEHEE !
damn irritating siaa.
okay laaah.
enough abt nur.
bye !

-LOVE
LIIAH

2009-05-22T09:51:00.000-07:00

dunnoe what im feeling right now.
read aniysh's blog.
its like.
i feel the "gone" is true
now i feel like i want to disappear from everyone.
i have too many things in my head.
school.
heart issues.
friends.
my interest.
i just feel like cryingg !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
i lost my life.
im not me.
this is not my life
im totaly a diff person now.
i feel that im not as cheerful.
i lost me.
i dunnoe where is it now.
at times, he just pop out of smwhere and makes me feel like im nothing.
he makes me feel so not appreciated.
i know i shouldnt think of him now.
he's got his life.
i've got mine
im supposed to have one.
but this few days, i just kept thinking abt him
and i have been repeating this song.
she's got everything i have to live without.

i feel like im stupid
tell me. i am.
he dont even know im waiting.
i know i shldn't

i thot when i start poly, he'll be gone forever.
but no.
when my mind is out somewhere. he'll be there.
i want to see. who is she ?
i know she's far off better.
but yea.
just wanna know who.

i have never cried when i think of you.
but now.
eventhough i find it stupid. they just wont stop.
you know, i fell so deep last yr.
no. 2 yrs ago.
and now. here i am. in this deep trap again.
i keep telling myself, im wonderwoman.
who is strong inside.
but wonderwoman seems to be leaving me also.
i need a break.
from everything.
i want me.
i want wonderwoman.
come back.

everyone see my laughters, even i myself see my happy moments
but.
i just realised now.
this very minute.
that im not me.
all that laughters, they are just mask.
why?
i cant figure it out myself.
i nd to find me.

i need some time alone.
away from school.
away from friends.
away from everyone.
away from everything

-LOVE
LIIAH

2009-05-20T21:25:00.001-07:00

kay hello.
i feel that smth is not right.
i smell hatred smwhere.
but maybe its just me.
but maybe its true, ya know.
yeah.
if really you hate me, or dislike me.
i dont mind.
its what u want.
i dont mind.
i cannot do anything.
i mean.
i cant force u to like me as a friend right ?
actually, now. im taking things lightly.
i dont wanna be so serious.
things happen for a reason now.
i undstd it much much much more better now.
i begin to be more matured in my thoughts now, i guess.
but if i did smth wrong to you, then im sorry.
i dont know.
everything was okay.
but yea. maybe you just dont like the way i am.
but you see. i cant change myself for you right ?
so, its okay.
i think my CURRYPUFF girls will stay with me all my life.
right ??
i think sooo.
okay.
dats all.
nothing fun about my days yet.
only the fact that i got rejected by sports n wellness.
HAHAHAHHA.
so. im still changing.
i fell that it will do good for the people arnd me.
and for me also.
i'll feel nice.
HAHAH
i dont undstd what im saying.
hahahah.
kay.
bye.
and dont worry.
im fine.
abt the previous post.
yea. im fine now.
i'll tyr to be fine .
HAHAHHA.
as you can see. i laugh more.
kay bye.
:)

2009-05-20T21:25:00.000-07:00

LETS GO TO THE BEACH.
THE BEACH NEEDS ME.
LETS GO PEOPLEEE !!!!!!
MEET YOU GUYS THERE.

2009-05-19T21:56:00.001-07:00

met the 2 ladies. ohmy ! how much i miss them.
was thinking of blogging bout them yesterday, but i fell asleep.
so yea. i miss them.
and syaf said they were talking bout me in the bus. they miss me.
btol ke ? JANGAAAAAAN BEDEK ! hahahah.
okay. doin sketches now.
tmr last day of sch. AND BIG DAY FOR US. concept pitch to YT.
good luck to me and all !
and. yea.

i didnt fall too deep,but the pain is killing me.

-LOVE
LIIAH.

2009-05-19T21:56:00.000-07:00

hola .

i just gave charles my letter. transferring to SPORT & WELLNESS MANAGEMENT
LIAH BUAT KELAAKAR PER ???!
sports eh ??
HAHAHHAH
but whateva lah.
im dying to go into business. so i dont mind what course.
if i cant get this one, i'll be taking food sci.
its like. SOO NOT ME.
HAHAHHA
okay.
waiting for charles right now. he'll be coming at 2.
now is only 12.59
then, now i just blogging. cos my blog is dead.
and yea.
syiqah sorry.
sorry . sorry.
we'll meet okaaaay ?
today ? after 3 ?
set ?
but u finish at 2 right ?
i dunnoe.
up to u.
my classmates just say that if we transfer, maybe we can only start at sem2.
WTFH ??
but hopefully no laaah.
ITS LIKE IM TRANSFERRING OKAAAY !! not QUITTING !!
ITS DIFF.
okaaay. now i want to sleep.
cos my head is spinning.
i think because of the workload, and all the thinking process made me have migraine
i went to the doc last thurs.
and he was like, if this still goes on, we'll have to send you for scanning.
IM DAMN SCARED LAAAAH.
because only my left side of the head that is spinning.
its like really painful.
it even affected my jaws. and my teeth also.
AND

I WANT VANS SHOES ! CONVERSE ! AND I NEED A NEW BAG.
Cos my bag is torn. thnks to MAC-KY.
too heavy.

kay bye.
will tell you guys whether transfer is approved or not.
bye !!

-LOVE
LIIAH.

YES OR NO ?

2009-05-17T10:08:00.000-07:00

FUTURE OR INTEREST ?
is it even my interest ? i can always join the entertainment, if i want.
so, now i must look for something that is for my future.
is it nursing ?
i cant go HR. cos i didnt meet the COP.
i still want smth that has got to do with business.
i want to do business.
tmr, im meeting the nursing lecturer.
will hear what she have to say.
then do decision making.
i feel like quitting siaaaa !
SERIOUS !!!
i feel like taking o level again.
then do my best . so i can get into HR.
i really want HR
anw, if tmr after meeting lecturer, i dun want then i should.
i will. meet business lecturer.
NOW I KNOW, IM NOT GNNA STICK TO DESIGN COURSE.
cos, i really cannot design.
now, my dilemma is, what to choose?
if all business i cat, then how ?
help me.
anyone.
i nd sme one.
im feeling really confused.
i see no future right now.

now, i suddenly thot of that SHORT GUY.
hahahah.
if abg sees this. I DIE
okaaaaaaay.
help me.
i wanna go get a peace.
but idk where.
theres never a place where i can relax.
smbody, give me suggestions of places where i can relax my mind.
i urgently need em.
PLEEEAAASSSSEEEE.
thnks.

-LOVE
LIIAH.

2009-05-14T22:03:00.000-07:00

Dearest,

I want to tell you truthfully, I've hated him since the day he laid his hands on you. You are my sis. What does he treat u as ? An animal ? His punching bag ? PLEAAAASSSSSEEEEE LAAAAAAAAH !!! I dont know how to make you undrstd. I know its hard to let go but u have to. How long do u wanna suffer? When u say he did this and thataaaaaaaaa. I just cant help but to hate him more and more. And when he calls you names. He scold vulgarities. Have u ever thought ? Its that how he show his love ?

I can see how much you wanna protect him, after u tell me stories of what he did. Then you will go " i know hes angry. Its my fault. I didnt think of what he was feeling at that time."

Can you see ? You are just wasting your time. Does he even appreciate it? Have he ever thought how much you went through? All he know was to cry when everything cant be settled. Well i guess, he was just pretending it so he can use u much more. I know you may not like it when i say this. But i know how deeply your love towards him, everyone sees it. BUT NOT HIM !!
Put that in your head. I have nothing else to say.

ITS UP TO YOU TO DECIDE. I knwo you wanna do some soul searching. Go !!

Love,
Liah.

2009-04-29T18:16:00.000-07:00

hello !!!!!!!!!!!
wtfh ??????
my life damn sucks man in poly.
yesterday i reached hm at 12MIDNIGHT
YESSSS !!! FROMM SCHOOL !!!!
what the fcuking hell right ??
its really not what i expected laah .
presentation for today is postponed to monday.
another WTFH .
we stayed up late for days. and its postponed.
but its to our to advantage.
we have more time to prepare.
but mine is NO !!!!
friday : (afternoon)OUT
(morning) do collage
saturday : (whole day) 5 images 5 folders
sunday : (half-day) do mounting
WTH KAN ???!!!
its holiday okaaay.
and i dont think i have whole day for saturday.
cos i might be going for dat.......
YEAAAH DAMNN LAAAAAAAH.
and now. im blogging cos i my lecturers havent come yet.
and yeah.
i chnge phone.
when i got the time to upload my video. i'll.
anw this is the url for my another blog. the one i mention before this.
http://www.deceitful-brilliance.blogspot.com
for now. its still EMPTY !

kay, thats all.
anyth, beep my phone
MISS SECONDARY SCH LIFE SIAAAA !!!!
miss all the whole bunch of fun peeps .
I MISS FIZAH !!
I MISS MY 4E3'08
DAMN SIAAAA.
no crazy crazy friend .
okaaaaaay.
bye.

2009-04-15T10:30:00.000-07:00

O.O i copy cika .
hahahha . actually tht was random. its been a SUPEEEER long time since i blog.
all i have to say is.
I AM MENTALLY & PHYSICALLY PREPARED FOR MY POLY LIFE
then, i've made friends. with jess, el, GH, cheron, shu, sid. and marcus.
they are bunch of fun peeps.
okaaaay. semester starts this monday.
GD LUCK TO ALL MY BEST FRIENDS, ENEMIES AND ALL WHO ARE STARTING POLY THIS MONDAY!!!!! ALL THE BEST AITE
anw, im gnna have another blog. that blog is specially for my designs.
im supposed to make one for my couse. cool or what ? but as u guysknow, i dun post much.
but that blog is strictly for my works. not my daily rants like this blog.
i'll still cntinue with this blog at the same time.
lets hope i can manage.
and people, pray for me okaaaye.
my COURSE IS DAAAMMNN diff.
but im gnna make sure i can cmplete three yrs.
GO LIAH, GO !!!!!!!!!!

alrite. thats all !!
:D
bye !!!!

2009-03-21T10:06:00.000-07:00

hello.
as u people can see i only update every two days.
im sick.really sick.
cant type more cos my fingers are like frozen.
okay.

pray that i get well soon:D

bye.

2009-03-19T10:58:00.000-07:00

2 mins to 2am. i wanna watch a m'sian drama series.and my fren have to go to sleep.
idk why this 2 days i've been thinking of this guy.
urggh. becos of that block laaah. but its okaay. forget it asap.
anw. i gt nuttin to say.
just wanna say . saw bai n norfa walking outside ma hse.
den another story was. ADI PRIYO SAMBODO accpted my request.
so. that the story.

im still confuse. shld it be a "yes" or a "no".help me anyone.

okay. bye.

2009-03-17T08:55:00.000-07:00

woooooohhoooooo !!! people !!!!!
i got what i've been wanting since 4mnths back !!!!
EVERLAST SHOES
im like so happy when i went into the shop just now.
like O.O
it took me 1/2 hour to choose the colour.
actually, i wanted green. but then i think nvm shld try diff.colours.
so i bought the one with red,white and orange.
okaaaay.
before that, in the afternoon.
went jogging with my crazy girl. none other than SYIQAAH !!
aidil's rxn when he saw her was. "OH THIS GILER KAKAK"
hahahahhahahahahhaha
*shakes head* syiqah syiqah.
then jog. we jog like 1/2 of the journey.
another half we did the fitness exercise.
then we scooter-ed and all.
HAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHA.
*stop a while, read rauzan's acknowledgement*
well, fyi. i bought rauzan's album. like a month ago.
and i totally agree with what he said.
"if its not us who get the ball rolling, who else will."
he is talking about our local music industry.
i feel that something like live n loaded should be done frequently.
and its shouldnt just stop there.
we can keep increasing the local talents but its of no use if they dont get any support, right ?
so, that is particularly the reason why, singaporeans with talents dont want to be involve in the industry. they dont get enough support.
oks is my personal opinion.im not offending any party.
its just what i think
something has to be done in our industry, soi we can promote our local talent !!
O.O did i just say all that?
WOW !
but i srsly think that with our high-tech country, there shouldnt be any problem in promoting our LOCAL TALENTS.
and i DO SUPPORT LOCAL TALENTS !!
i wish to be one,actually.
HAHAH.
anw, srsly. its my personal opinion. but those who wants to vioce out. you may do so.
i dont mind :D

BYE !
*thinking of my EVERLAST SHOES*

weekend boredom

2009-03-15T06:54:00.000-07:00

i dont even know how to start this post. i mean, my weekend really cant be described.
starting from friday to today, till now.
the only place i went to were hg mall. and today only went to sgh.
its like really. really boring.
even now when posting, idk wat to say already.
AAAAAAH. i just rmbrd that on friday, i went to razi's(flipside) office.
and watched video samples.
urrrrgggghhhhh. i got three mosquito bites. i only sat here for like 20-25mins.
haiyo.
anw, anybody got guitar that u dont wanna use already ?
can give me ?
then teach me how to play also.
hehehe.
OOOOHH !!!! and one more.
last post i said that mum didnt let me join anugerah right ??!
well,
somebody in the family will be joining !!!!!!
PHEEEEEEEWIIIIIT !!!!!!!!!
im gnna have a superstar-cousin !!!!
HAHAHAHA
given his good looks and really awesome voice, he can really go far, i bet he will.

okay. its my dream to go for the audition with him.
but. idk. mum didnt permit to go. and i havent got that full charged confident yet.
so, its okay. who knows i can be cousin's duet for his song? if he is the champion.
HAHAHAHAHHAHA
okaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaay.
bye.

2009-03-11T07:08:00.000-07:00

DAMN INTERNET.
i did a looooooooong post just now.
and somehow i got disconnected. IDIOT !
okay practically, i was saying dat people still link me with kk(kuda kepang)
like ismath farhana.myra and fatin.
HAH. eventhough i didnt go down to watch for like 1+yr conming to 2.
only went last week. after a LONG time.
going again , maybe nxt wk.
and the reason i go there is because i like the rhythm of gamelan and gendang.
i like the way they move when they are in trance. nice bentuk, and all.
basically its all about the artistic sight.

YESTERDAY.
was great.
laughed laughed and laughed.
non stop.
THE CRAZIEST THING WHICH WE DID WAS:
WE WENT IN ALL THE SHOPS IN HG MALL WHICH SELL CLOTHES, SHOES AND BAGS !!
i meant really ALL.

then slacked at the small playground up at the 3rd floor i think.
which we nv knew existed. HAHAHHA
talked about s'pore idol and all.
and me n syiqah had an agreement.
IF I JOIN ANUGERAH, SYIQAH WILL HAVE TO JOIN S'PORE IDOL.
so went i got home, i told mum about it.

as usual, her answer is .
NO !!!!!!!!!!!!!
at first i was quite disappointed.
but she said " kan skola da bukak" (poly semester start alrdy at that time)
so, looking at the lighter note.
mum feel that i will go far if i join.
cos, if i get thru the audition, i will be neglecting my studies.
so, u see?
HAHAHAHAH.
and also, it means that i will have more time to practise.

owwkaay.
i gt nothing to say alrdy.

I LOVE THE LIFE IM LEADING NOW !!!
ITS ALL ABOUT FUN FUN FUN AND FUN !!!!!!!

okaaaaay !
BYE PEEPOSS !!!!! :DDDD

2009-01-20T23:31:00.000-08:00

ola !! im bored !! killing time. have to sleep early. cos two days of waking up early in the morning for work has been like the most difficult thing to do on earth!!! so im slping early tonite. and my early and urs are so far different okaaay !! hahahha. i had great time at work today. syiqah's mum crack jokes like.
me: cik, kelantan rd pat maner ?
syiqah's mum: sebelah terengganu rd .
both : HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHHA !!
anw, starting of the day is tiring.cos learn all new things. then tmrw.idk what im gnna do.
hahahahaha ! and thnks to cika for the job yeaaa !!
and thnks for the POOH too !!
and thnks to Him that i've got good results. praise be to Him.
oooooh !!
i had damn soo much fun at sec1 orientation camp. eventhough at first it didnt start quite well.
but then,i manage to overcome like90% of it.
first timer maaah !!!
and i swear. 1e5 '09 u guys chnged me. i learn to manage my impulsivity. but still,
u guys are a great bunch of cute people !!!!
im missing halim, jack, roxanne,adrianna, iylia, bridget, tabitha, zoey .
ALAAAAH all of u laaah !!!!
pls dont forget me !!!!
miss ya guys !!!
esp, puvin's mental dance.
hahahahhaha !!
all e best in wateva u do!!
okaay !!
i think im leading a HAPPY-GO-LUCKY-LIFE now.
cause i feel freedom in my heart ! its just dat,im listening to bublewrap and it
reminds me of .... no worries ! i got over him !!!!!!!!
really !!
so..people !!
ENJOY UR LIFE WHILE YOU CAN !!!!!!! like me :D

okaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaay ! bye all !!!!

2009-01-10T05:28:00.000-08:00

i'm so dead tired.i really am. and some people just have to spoil my mood along the way home. once i said , i dun want means i dun want. i sounded okay, but still. im tired okay. u knew how much i wanted to. but i just cant! i had a LOOOOONG day. a really LOOOOONG one okay ! da lah ur msg really made me soo pissed off !! urghh . fine ! lets drop the topic . everything will be fine. i was just not in the right mood when u sms,and called.
idk whats my feeling for monday. i know every one( with the space there huh) will start calling mum who will be at home. CRAP !! aunties &uncles dont disturb my mum at home. cos after 2pm is still her sleeping time !! as monday dad is starting his new job. Praise be to Him, that dad's gotta job.now left with bro. hope he gets one soon.
i will be goin out with cika tmr. AND YEEESS !!! only the 2 of us !! its okay. its still gonna be fine.
yeah. when i got home today. with what happened otw home already pissed me off. dad just had to add on
"adek,cik lah kater hari tu keje yg kao buat salah!"
(adek(what evryone at home calls me),cik lah(aunty)said that the work u did that day was wrong)
i mean i spent 2 hrs doin it,how could it be wrong.called her,then she said that i sent her back the sample format which she sent to me. WTH !
soo i checked from my comp.&realised that i didnt sve the changes b4 i sent it to her dat day. so i had to do EVRY SINGLE THING again. and just sent it to her like 10 mins ago.
okay dats all.
i wanna cool down !
& forget what happened on the way home.
on the lighter note, i laughed myasses off looking at how daniel did all the clapping cheers.he's soo cute laaaah !!! the eyes glued to his hand making sure that he didnt do the opposite.you must see laah !! den can understand.
and the facilitators just made my day laah. all the tiredness like paid off for today. with anuar singing the i cant smile w/o u song to me.becos he sits beside me,and he wanted to demo.HAHAHAHHA.
okay bye ! my aunt is here to give me more works to do !!
:D

2009-01-07T09:09:00.000-08:00

hello people of the world !!!! yeaah, obviously im in the best of mood !!!
met with musa &syahmi today. at 8+ just now. haaahaaa. i laugh like hell till my stomach hurts . thkns to some jokes from them abt musa's cousin. HAHAHAH. i swear its damn funny!!*laugh*even mua cant stop laughing!! at first i was welcomed by the BIIIIG CHICKEN. no idea where it came from.i think they took it from some dustbin along their way to my blk. hahahh.
then, they sk me whether im joining this sunday. i said im nt sure.
BUT !! GUESS WHO CALLED ME !!!! ZF !!! hahahhaha. no laaah. crap !! syiqah called me.
like after soooooo MANY HOURS OF WORKING,then only she rmbrd me :(
naah,kidding. sooo talk talk talk talk.then i came to a decision that. wokaaay! i wanna join in this sunday. cos i bloody hell miss her !! and i wanna wear the mark&spencer blouse i got !! hahahah. now i wait fro pay frm aunty for this crrent work im doing. idk how much she will give. hope that its enough for me to but the pants i want. so can wear it this sunday.ANDD !! i need a belt too !!!
haiyoo !!! how erhkk ????
yeah.. syahmi start sch alreadyy. hahahahha. pity him.and he was cursing me and ehem ehem. saying that that person will do worse than ever.and cursed me by saying"nanti musa dpt lebih bnyk dari kao" sheeesh ! then when going back time, musa said"bwk balek chicken ni. nnt amek results bwk.boleh dpt gd results"hahaha!
aper jerr.
anw, camp trng yesterday was tiring. i think becos its been a loooong time since i spent loong hrs outside. saturday will also be the same. but anw ! its good for me. a brand new experience.had fun with the people there.eventhough only faris n i the only malays there. but still, whatever. im nt racist. i get along with everyone.
now i desperately want that 3/4pants !!!
anw, good luck to all for monday.
to some of my friends, spend your sunday wisely.
a one-day doa MAY help. but the every day doa is better.
WOKAAAY!! cant wait to go back to sch to meet classmates n bestfrens and aaaallll !!
and yeah. forgt to say.
wee kit treated me to a slice of honeydew. HAHAHAHAHHAHA!!
and i saw eko,kaleem. and !! all other schmates !!
tuesday was great maaan !!
okaay ! dats all !!
GOOD LUCK FOR MONDAY !!! :D

liiah.

2008-12-31T06:05:00.000-08:00

i forgot sihui!!!!!
sihui-my best CHINESE FRIEND !!! i lover her soooooo much !!!!!!! thanks my friend. idk what to say to you.
whatever it is. u are my BEST FRIEND !!!(:

2008-12-31T04:45:00.000-08:00

31st dec.
6 yrs ago, this date marked the end of my living journey with him. he was the best person i could confide in.
everything we shared togeda.our dirty lil secrets.and im missing you so much.
din ridzuan bin kasrin,i hope you are fine by His side.may He bless you.
ily.
2008.
was the most amazing year i went thru. i met new friends, i got to knew more of my friends. ans eventually firds to Bestfriends.
and my best friends still stayed by my side. till this very day.
according to alphabetical order. lets start.
A.
ahmad syafiq bin harris-i knew him since sec1, he sat beside me in malay class.and i think he looks godd during those days...OOOPs. HAHAHAHAHHA. from an ordinary malay classmate we eventually become classmates in2007.2008 brought us closer. you are now my GOOD FRIEND. kan ?? shld be ah. anw. thanks for tolerating with all my nonsense DUDE. and cracking all STUPID LAME jokes !!!! ily MY FRIEND !!!!
abulmusa-wat to say about this mat rock? we were nv good to each other since we knew each other. like 4yrs ago. but 2008 was miracle dude !!HAHAH. it was really unexpected FOR ME !!
anw, thnks for being a gd friend to me. allowing me to say everything and layan-ing all my NONSENSE.but still. thnks to me u have one more friend.HAHAHAHHAHA.
arif-the guy who tease me all the time.but ithink he have forgotten me by now.he is mr tating.and is FOREVER IRRITATING. THNKS FOR CORRECTING MY ENGLISH,AS ALWAYS, MAKING FUN OF ME. but u are a great friend.
aniysh-my enemy during sec1. i hated you to the core at that point of time.HAHAHHAHA.u called me hypocrite last yr rmbr? hahha.but still. we r friends.i hope so ;)anw, good luck gal in everything u do.u are my friend who gives criticism openly.n ily for that.
D.
david-my patner in class.hahahha. passing chewing gums in class.and planning which lesson to fall asleep.hahahahhahaha ! thnks for all the chewing gums all these years.gd luck dude.
H.
hanuram-my frind which i hate most.cos he hates me more than i hate him.i had fun having you as my friend,u n ur sarcasm. and"heylook, whats that!"then take my wallet and hide it.HAHAHAHHA.nice time with you.
N.
nazri-the hip hopper.the guy who once i thot very quiet.hahahahahaha. BUT NO !! lawyer burok guy. HAHAHAHHA. anw i thank you for bein my teacher during the mugging days. thnks so much.u r really great.thnks !
R.
rasyiqah-this will be loooong.my friend whom i met 4 yrs ago.shared same likes!green,fauzie,shah,hady.and what not. HAHAHAHAH.the friend who understands me in all situation im in.i know at times, im harsh towards u. but thnks for tolerating n understanding.u are that fragile crystal that i wanna lock in a transparent glass cabinet.cos u are precious.u knew me and all my craps.u are my friend that laughed with me and i promise that im ur friend that will stay with u wen u are crying.oh yeah !! we share the same fate when it comes to guys things .HHAHAHAHAHHA. its just that her luck is better than mine.HAHAHAHAH.i thnk u for all the time you spent in the world for me.job huntings annd all.ILYVVM.
S.
sofeeyah-another looooong one.someone i met 9yrs ago.hahaha since pri2.someone who understands me inside out.see thru my smile.and see the happiness and sadness in my eyes.i shared my happiness with her.and she will just see the sad part.salutes you.but i have one qn,that is still playing in my mind.am i still ur best friend?hahahha. anw. u saw me thru all these years.my ups and downs.and all my love stories.u are my doctor love.hahahha. all the laughters and cryings we once had togeda. and ur friendship card,rmbr? its now placed beside my comp.monitor.ily darl.thnks for all ur care n concern.nn im gnna read ur blog afrter dis.
suriyani-the photographer among us.HAHAHAHAH.idk what to write. the one who always go crazy when comes to sleeq.and the one who always take my pics during my unglam moments.thnks friend.ily.
syahmi-hahahhahaha.friends since primary sch. i cant rmbr when.hahahha.thnks for all the ZF stories eh dude !
i shld just jump atrait to Z.cos mum is nagging.
Z.
zuhairah-the blur blur friend.hahahha.ur bur blur-ness makes u a cute fren.ily cute friend !!
ZF-met u late february,i think.thnks sooo much.and i still think of ur sweet smile, boy.and things seems to go on well, with us just being as online friends.all ur tips when meeting examiners for oral.thnks eh.hahah.and the liu ren ni .hahahhaha. yeah just a good luck to u and all the best for the veterinary course.

and to all, HAPPY NEW YEAR !!!!!

liiah. wonderwoman.

2008-12-13T09:23:00.000-08:00

i've got nothing to say. im tired. i keep saying the same thing over n over again. but its just useless ! im hurt when i saw that picture !! wth! i really have to move on !! CRAP MAAAN !! urggghhhh !!
i just think im stupid ! now, when i found out who she is. i feel DARN intimidated ! bastard ! im breaking my promise ! anw, thnks fizah . at least i know that i shouldn't cling on to this shit ! thnks dear. im strong ! yeah. my mo0d just flew,thnks to him. i dont wanna cry in front of my sis !!!!!! i can laaaaah ! i really got nothin to say now. bye.

im stupid .
D:

2008-12-05T09:30:00.000-08:00

yo yo yo ! wassup people !! hahah ! well, wad do u think ??obviously,im in hip hop mood !!!!

hahhahah ! i used to be soo into hip hop,then idk why suddenly not anymore.hahahah.anw, got pics but for now only the one richard j.n me. i seriously think he's awesome !!!!! OMG okay.its my frist time listening to him,and aaaawwww im mesmerized. he can rap very well !!!!! really good ! hahhaha. hey ! im a universal music lover whaat !!! so, i listen to all sorts of things !!!!and i think tonight was fabulous. really good ! its nice to know that s'pore talents are now whaaaat ?!! awesome to the max !! yeaaaah ! anw, saw hamizan. i dun think he rmbrs me. cos we met like only twice-.- hahhah.

and cos of cika. now i like doing the dash-dot-dash.hahahhaha !!!her bro was bad seey !

going down the escalator and he stepped a lady's shoes and he ran. he said sorry i think.

hahaha. what onlyyy.

anw, yeaah.

i wrote a few things but not ready to put it up yet. not now yeaah.cos i dunwan to change my mood.!

im super duper high right now

so in the hip hop worldd !!

I MET FREAKY Z!!!!!! the one i've always wanted to see,i mean during my hip hop days.hahhaha.and i only get to see him like now!!! wth.

he's still cute. eventhough he's married.hahhaha ! i like he's spontaneous style.very cool and coool!

hahah

i still havent got a job yet. any vacancy for me???!!

he dont seem to be giving us any invitation, so yea. that means im jobless !! for now atleast

i need a permanent part-time job. get what i mean? hahs. figure it out.

im missing sch like ssssooooooooooo much ! haha fizah too !

and and and and !! someone's got a new gf !! hahahhaha gd luck yeaah boy ! all e best !

hah ! now im still high. but its mellowing(correct spelling?idk...)

reached hm at 1130pm.hahhaha . and mum's not mad. suprisingly.....HAHAHAHHA :D

jahat erhkk. but i bet she wont let me go tmr !!!

FREAKYYY Z !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

mesti dier tk kasinyerrr. tsk D=

haiyo !

da laaah. nk tido. tpi masih high luuuuh!!!! tkleh tido !!! somebody !! chat with me ~!!!!~!~!~!~!

and yeaah ! i wanna be a singer !!! la~la~la~la~la~

hahahha.or ... maybe i can learn how to rap. anyone? care to teach me? hahaha !mcm2 uh dekni !

angan angan MINAH jenin !! im hiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiighhh !!!

thanks to cika ! who brought me there ! now im like dis !! hahhahah

and its only 1.52 am. i cant fall asleep dis early. chat with meeeee !!!!!!!!!!!!!!

facebook boring jgak eeh !! yg online sumer tua2 !! sheeeesh !

tmr i have to accompany mum to market. iyeeeer !! ahaha. its the womens' job. what to do.

oh ya . dat guy up there is richard j. kan ???? hahhaha. aku confuse uh lamer2!!!!

and !!! the colour of my hair cant be seen !! yayayayyay !! hahaha

da laaaaaah . i have to stop befor mum get angry

bye peoples !!!!

hahahah. keep hip hopping !!!! HAHAHHAHA =D

2008-12-02T23:56:00.000-08:00

HELLO PEOPLE OF THE WORLDDD !!!!! wokaaay. went for job hunting today. got one at earle swensen.hahaha. but nd to go for interview. so ... lets wait n see.
im missing my frens already. nn reallly miiiiiss !!! hahah. ZF included yawww.
sometimes i think im just wasting my time. yeah . knowing that he dont even know i exist. its just wasting my time. worst knowing that he already occupied his heart with some ah lian. so, i should not be waiting. its easier said than done. its really not easy. i've been trying to forget him, but these few days, when i sleep at nite i always dream of him. wierd huh? i find it weird laah.so not me to dream of people like him. i mean, i dream of people who are only nice to me. hahahahha ! like my friends.my classmates.anw, i nd someone who i can talk to. shout my lungs out to. scream at. someone to accompany me in the train when i go out. uuurrggghh ! i get jealous looking at couples in the train. SHEESH -.- okaylaaaah.
bye. blog again soon. i miss you people !
:D
p.s:im not desperate for bf yawww :D

2008-11-24T03:53:00.000-08:00

okaay, called him. it was quite fruitful uh. he told me about all the things we have to know.and untill now i dun have the exact price package to give. its damn stressful.its not easy being a so-called manager. i have to meet them one of these days. i nd to tok to them..
we have to discuss. bout the amount we have to invest, and all !! WE NEET TO MEET UP GUYS !!
urghh . im seriously like so blank now
i keep thinking bout this thing
im disappointed actually when he said i replied too late.and he already picked other group.firstly,we were not ready. we were still thinking,and now, we have to think about money !!! how? when were hoping tt we can get it from him. if you guys are serious, do you guys mind investing ? for me,im all out for it. but idk you guys. as long as we also get the profit.as in we invest this much and we got more after that.
okay
i didnt go n look for job. cos im tired.
n im lazy !! wokaaay. looking for skins now.
gdbye

woonderwoman.

2008-11-24T03:03:00.000-08:00

first attempt, i failed.gnna call him again in 2 mins time.aku nervous laaah !! i mean yeah its business talk but still, i know nothing about all this. but its okay, i'll try to make myself sound professional.urrhh !! aku nervous . budget is 300, but minus 140 left with 160.160 divide by 5 of us. each 32 . enough kerr ??? mum says charge more. but market price is 250-300 !!!! aaaahh !! STRESSSS !!!!!
will post again after i call him :S

CRAP.

2008-11-07T10:37:00.000-08:00

idk whats goin on. u hate me yet u turned up to me.well, dont get the wrong idea.its just for that particular someone.
i'll keep my say to that ONLY,for now.
okayokay. mrs hamilton have been running after me for updates. naah amek ni nenek !
O's will be done in 4 days time . yesssaaarrrr ! happy lah gilerr !
then findin work. nenek, raffles is far laaah !
lazyy u know !
okay i wont be in s'pore for 3-4days.im of to kl with dad and siblings. hahahahha ! nk cari ct nurhaliza laaahh !!
oh ya !
i joined the mirip siapakah suara in at ria89.7fm.
kalaah LAAAH !! by 2 votes okay ! if not i cn win !! hmph !! haha . *mum came in nagging*
its like 2.43am darling wonderwoman.
i should be sleeping now and meeting SUPERMAN in my dream.
im totally high today. even made my friend who came in to macs today with :( laugh. by my "aku da ckp aku photogenic"
hahahah. i just soo love that line. i think im like a lil more confident of my self now. hope so .and i made syafiq burst into a loud laughter with my hand sign.hiiyaaaakk-duussh on the table.
im just soo happy today. iread mrtating blog. awwwwww. it was sweet of him to mention my name. i confirm miss him laah !! with his sarcasm and all the teasings!! but still hes MY MOST ADORABLE FRIEND !! going to my foster mum's crib tomorrow. her son's bdae. i thot of getting him a ben10 toy. anw. out of curiosity, what does this ben10 do ?? hahaha. shahir used to come to my place and said" benten benten"ohhh. i miss this cute lil boy.
*or maybe his hot-figured uncle?*
i told u im superr high!
oay laah enuff of crapping! gd luck to all O'level candidates. dont ask me where im gng after dis.
maybe ite....
He knows.

oh and to ZF: may u n ehh ah lian<3 get togeda.
shuckss KAMALIAH !! hes dead for now !
okay bye. tkcre people !
miss ya. n miss me too !!
LIIAH. wonderwoman .

2008-10-24T11:28:00.000-07:00

aku bored. da pkol 2.36am and im not asleep yet. wates lke 1hr, its precious u know !!! okay.
today bro made me cry in class.i mean my madrasah class laaaaah. he send me a msg. i understand his situation now. i realised tat i do love my bro actually, eventhough wif the tiffs&quarrels.he's still my only bro afterall aite?hoho.
today is pretty relaxing for me. maths paper was do-able. halfway through, i coudlnt control my bladder and had to go to the ladies.hahaha
waht only kamaliah.
then i didnt do the last qn, idk how to do:D
& the proportional qn was soooooooo dunnoe-wat-to-say. in total:2 sums not done.
but chanes of passing is like75%...okay laaahhh.
anw, the reason why i didnt tell people my blog is not becos i purposly don want to. but learning from experince hhahha. i only get excited during the first few posts, then after that it dies. so, this is so-called a trial for me :D
and yeaahh. about the previous post, just forget it.im just soo lazy to elaborate on it neihter am i going to delete it. im LAZY !!
madrasah exam was okay jgaklahhh. hahhaha.
i bloghopped to ummairah's blog. idk if she rmbrs me.but maybe she do&maybe not.
okay. i'll trymy very very very best to put a tagboard
:D
okay nites peoples !
love ya !

" you made my day"

2008-10-22T09:04:00.000-07:00

idiot.moron.junk.all the words in the "bad-word-dictionary".
im super frust right now. how irritating can i be ? well, i think now all of ur lives are much better w/o me rite?
idiots.
i just hope that you will know i have been a two-faced BASTARD towards u too. and i still am. all ur praises were unsincere ones.anw, i have never treated them as a sincere one. well u just imagine all my praises for u are lies, u attention-seeker.waah..
okay people. dont bother findin out who this "you-made-my-day-friend" is.
it will be my secret. only me.and me. and me will know.
okay 3 papers down. gdluck peeps.
all the best KAMALIAH !
:p

IM LIVING A BETTER LIFE NOW.
its gnna end togeda with O's. i mean it.

today ?

2008-08-12T07:06:00.000-07:00

today, 12 aug 2008. got my mt results. very satisfied. it was great. gd job kamaliah!

to others with distictions too, farhana nur ainn, nazri, nadiah, annisa, khairi and nawal, congratulations!

and my best friends, you will also be a distinction holder after the second time! yes you will, then all of us will be distinction holders for MALAY ! go go !

i saw ZF on tv !!!!! omg ! today is juz the day man ! im soo happy.

but then, still facts are facts, and they cant be change.

nvm, i'll stick to my pirnciples ! no clubbing guys, nor alcoholic dudes!

if smoke, i dont really mind uh . but, idk !

supposedly, i got lots to post about today but,all seem to have dissappeared.

oh yeah ! congrats to HANISAH too. also distinction erhhkk ! hahah !

he got new pics tao ! s'pore spirit jgak . HAHHA !

oh.

while looking at aneey's pics. i wondered how will all of us be like after Os.

will all the gila-gila people still rmbr each other?

will we tegur each other when we meet outside?

will we k.i.t?

tah erhkk. i also dont know.will we be celebrating ND togeda?

i just hope so.

hopefully, nopthing will change lah erhkk.

kalao matey tukar tkper !

okay . RANDOM !

and yeh.

i have problem changing the blogskin. trying very very hard to change.

thats all lah. will blog again in 2 days time.

peace out !

(: or ):

idk.

unexpected facts-idk.

true colours..

2008-08-10T10:33:00.000-07:00

sometimes in life its just difficult to accept facts.

facts like the person u love, actually goes clubbing,

he drinks, and who knows he may even be a junk.

his looks was so deceiving. that i thought he is a good cute lil boy.

okay im not goin to elaborate more

bye

STRESS !!

2008-07-30T09:10:00.000-07:00

okay, this is my new blog. ther's resons why i changed. vcant blog now. doin fnn . continue later !